Dear Attaji
yo bhandaa pahileko chithimaa haamile vivek ra vairagyako vishayamaa charcha garyaun. Aba yo bhandaa pachhiko kuraharu yahaan lekhdaichhu.
Bhagawaan prapta garna haamilai aru 6 ota sampattiko pani aavashyakata parchha. Tee hun:
1. shama-- manko shanti. Haami jahile pani 'man laagena', 'manmaa peer paryo' bhanne kura garchhaun. Shastrale bhanchha, javasamma haamro man sansarvaata sukha khojchha, tavasamma yo manle shanti paaundaina, kinaki yo sansarvaata paaine sukha sthaayee sukha hoina. Sansar aafain sthayee nabhaekole haamile sansarvaata khojne sukha ta sthayee nahune nai bhayo. Vaastavmaa haami paramatmako ansha haun, jasto paramatma sat, chit, ananda chha, tyastai haami pani sat, chit, ananda chhaun. Tara haamile aafu sat, chit, ananda hundaa hundai pani, haami nai ananda swaroop hundaa hundai pani, tyo kuramaa vishwas nagarera sansarvaata sukha lina khojeko ho. Yasto gati hataaune kaam pani haamro ho. java haami sansarvaata sukha lina nakhojne hunchhaun, tyo velaa maatrai haamro man shanta huna sakchha. tyo kurako vishwas huna haamro sabai bhandaa thulo aushadhi satsanga ra shastrako adhyayan nai ho.
2. dama-- haamro indriyaharuko shanti. Java haamro man vashmaa hunchha, haamraa indiryaharu pani aafaimaa vashmaa hunchhan. Indriyaharu bhaneko-- haamraa gyanendriya--aankaa, kaan, chhaala, naak, jivro, ra karmendriya-- haat, khutta, vaani (voli), disha ra pishav garne indriya. Gyanendriyaharu ra karmendriyaharuko maalik man ho, jasako man vashmaa hundaina, usako gyanendriyaharu ra karmendriyaharu pani vashmaa hundaina. Tyasaile, haamilai Bhagawaan paaune ichchha chha bhane, ichchha maatrai hoina, ekdam teeva ichchha chha bhane haamile aafno manlai ra indriyaharulai vashmaa lina jaroori chha.
3. uparati-- sansardekhi ra sansarkaa vastuharudekhi 'uparaam' hunu, athava 'malaai sansarvaata kehi milnewala chhaina' bhanne nishchaya garnu. Yasto nischaya garunjel haami bhagawaan paaune vaatomaa aghi vadhnai saktainaun. Yahi 'uparati'maa 'aparigraha' bhanne kura pani aaunchha. aparigraha ko artha ho, dherai saamaan navatulnu (yahi kura Sucharitasanga yo bhandaa pahileko skypemaa bhaeko thiyo).
Haamro sab bhandaa thulo kamjori ho--haami aafno wariparikaa saamaanharu, jun aafno prayogmaa aaundaina, aafulai kaam laagdaina, tyasalai phyaankna alchhi garchhaun, alchhi maatrai hoina, tee vastuharulai pachhi chaahinchha bhanne maanirahanchhaun (yaso hunu ek maatra karan haamo lobh nai ho). javasamma lobh hunchha, tavasamma paramatmako prapti kasari hunchha haamilai? kinaki lobh pani euta aasuri sampatti ho. yasalai shastrale thik maandaina. kinaki aafulai nachaahine vastulai pani vatulera vasnulai shastrale 'sangraha' bhanchha. Thulaa thulaa mahatmale bhanchhan, sansar bhaneko nai 'sangraha' ra 'sambandha' ho. Javasamma haami sangraha ra sambandhalai adaauna khojchhaun, tavasamma haami sansarmaa nai chhaun, haamro bhagawaan paaune koshis nai bhaeko chhaina. Mahatmaale bhaneko eutaa katha:
Eutaa mahatmaa eutaa kutimaa vasthe. Uni vihana velukaa bhagawaanko pooja, bhajan, keertan garera jeevan vitaaunthe. Ek din uni arko vedanta bhanne mahatmaa kahaan vedanta sunna gae. Tara, dui dinmaa nai tee poojari mahatma 'ma vedanta sundina, aafnai kutimaa vaschhu, aafnai bhagawaanko pooja garchhu' bhanera pharke. Bhanaiko matlav, khaali bhagawaanko pooja maatrai garne haamilai aafno jeevanmaa aafu vadaline kehi pani koshis garnu pardaina, aafu jasto chha, je chha, je gari rahechha, tyasaimaa vase pugchha. tyaso bhandaimaa pooja gardai nagarne bhaneko pani hoina. bhagawanko pooja garne bhaneko ek classmaa padhne bhaneko jastai ho. tara, ke haami sandhai ek classmaa maatrai padhi rahane? pooja maatrai gari rahane? Pooja gardaa bhagawaan prasanna hunu hunchha, yo kura saancho ho, tara 'maile pooja gari raheko bhagawaan kasto hunuhunchha, uhaanle ke garna saknuhunchha' bhanne vichar pani ta aaunu paryo ni haamro manmaa. Tyasto vichar aaepachhi haami Guruko sharanmaa jaanu paryo, tyasapachhi gurule haamilai gyanko kura sikaaunchhan, gurule bhaneko kuraharu haamile maannu paryo. Haamilai sukha pani chaahine, shastrale ajha geetale bhaneko jasto jeevan vitaauna pani nakhojne garera kasari kaam chalchha?
Arko shabdamaa, vedanta sunna, bujhna, ra vedantale bhaneko anusar jeevan vitaauna nikai thulo saahas chaahinchha. tyasaile bhagawaan pani geetamaa bhannu hunchha, vedanta sunne, vedanta bujhne, vedanta anusar jeevan vitaaune ra bhagawaan prapta garne maanishharu karodaunmaa ek hunchhan. vedanta sunne haamro part-time job hoina. yasamaa ta nitya nirantar laagi rahanu parchha. sansarko kaam pareko velaa yo vedantalai ekaatira phaali dinchhaun haami.
Yadi haami yo kuramaa vishwas garchhaun bhane yahi vaato samaatnu paryo, hoina bhane, sandhai rune karaaune, sandhai janmane marne yahi sansarmaa nai vasnu paryo.
Aajalai yatti, aru pachhi.
Hajurko
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