9. Aghilla chithiharumaa varnan gareko vishaya nai ahile pani prastut chha.

Dear Attaji

Aghilla chithiharumaa varnan gareko vishaya nai ahile pani prastut chha.

Haamile ahile samma vedanta sunna ra siknako laagi chaahine lakshyan harumaa 1. shama; 2. dama; 3. uparati sammako vyakhya garyaun. Aba vaanki ko pani vyaakhyaa hundaichha.

4. titikshyaa--sahana sakne shakti. Haamilai vedanta sunna, sikna ra aafno jeevanmaa yo vedanta utaarna ichchha chha bhane haamimaa je sukai kuraa maa pani, jasto sukai dukha hune paristhiti aaundaa pani sahana sakne shakti hunu parchha. saano saano kuramaa pani rune-karaaune, eutai kura saya choti bhani rahane maanchheko chittamaa bhagawaan kasari vasne? tyasaile, aafulai shanta raakhna man chha bhane haamile eutaa kura dui choti volnu hundaina. kati patak ta haamile vichar pani garnu paryo, 'ahile maile volnu aavashyak chha ki chhaina'. yasto garne vaani bhayo bhane haami maa aafno dherai volne vaani, nachaahine kura volne vaani thaha hundai jaanchha, jati kam volyo aruko kura sunne vaani vadh dai jaanchha, tyasapachhi, haami aafu volnai parne kura maatrai volna sikchhaun, ahile ta kohi maanchhelai bhetyo ki usalai khushi paarna pani haami 'pyaar pyaar' volna thaalchhaun. tyaso gardaa haamilai haani hunchha. aafule aafulai haani garne maanchhelai bhagawaanle pani 'moorkha' bhannubhaeko chha.

Maanchheko janma nai sukha-dukha bogna bhaeko ho. usale sukhai sukha paaunai saktaina, dukhai-dukha pani paaundaina. harek dukhapachhi sukha aaunchha ra harek sukhapachhi dukha aaunchha. tyasaile bhagawaanle geetako dosro adhyaayako 14th shlokmaa yo kura bhannubhaeko chha ki sukha ra dukha ko swabhav nai aaune jaane khaalko chha, haamro jeevanmaa sukha maatrai pani rahi rahandaina, dukha maatrai pani rahandaina, tyasaile, he arjun, timile dukha ra sukha, laabh ra haani, jit ra haar sahanai parchha'. yahi vichar garera haami sukha aaundaa pani 'kun velaa dukha aaune ho' bhanera satarka hunu paryo, dukha aaundaa pani 'yo dukha gai haalchha ni' bhanera dhairya garna saknu paryo. sukha aaundaa aankhaa nai nadekhne, dukha aaundaa haat khutta phaalera rune maanchhelai bhagawaan agyani bhannu hunchha.

Haamilai chitta bujhaaune dherai upaayaharu chhan. Ramkai jeevan liun, ram jasto chhora hundaa pani unakaa babu dasharathle 'ram ram' bhandai marnu paryo, 'mero babu marchha, ma van jaanna' bhanera ram vasenan. bhagawaan krishna janmanu bhandaa pahile nai unakaa babu amale jailmaa jeevan vitaaunu paryo, krishnale kehi garenan, ram jasto logne paaundaa pani sitalai raakshyasle harera lagyo, tyati garera pani napugera pet vokeko velaamaa unalai van garera vachchha janmaaunu paryo, ajha tyatile napugera unalai jameen vitra pasnu paryo. yasako matlav, sansarmaa aaepachhi maaraamaari, ladain jhagada, sukha dukha bhai rahanchha, tyasamaa haami aljhinu hundaina, 'sansar bhaneko yastai ho' bhanera sansarkaa vyakti, kura, ghatana, paristhiti adilai gahiro sanga linu hunna. haamro chintan sansarko nabhaera sansar vanaaune bhagawan tira hunu parchha. tyaso bhae haamro man shanta hunchha, haamro jeevanko sukha bhaneko nai manko shanti ho, meetho meetho khaana paaera,raamro raamro lagaauna paaera, raamro gharmaa vasna paaera, raamraa gaadi chadhna paaera kasailai shanti huna saktaina haamile haamro anubhav vaata pani bujhi sakekaa chhaun. shanti bhaneko ta aafnaa wariparikaa sabailai rag-dwesh nagarera sabailai bhagawaankai santaan bhanne maanera aafno bhaeko dhan sampatti, vidya, buddhi athava aafusanga je chha tyo chadhaaera tee bhagawaankaa santaanko pita (bhagawan)ko sewa gare pachhi milchha. sabai bhagawaanko bhanne maane pachhi aafno bhannu nai ke rahyo ra? aafu pani bhagawaanko bhae pachhi aafno je chha tyo pani bhagawaanko nai bhayo.

sansar bhagawaanko srishti ho, srishti dekhinchha, tara sristhti garne (bhagawaan) dekhindaina. tyo srishti garne bhagawaan haamile dekhna nasaknuko euta maatra karan nai haami yahi sansarmaa aljhi rahanu ho. ahile maile lekheko titikshya bhanne sadhanle haamilai dherai kura garna sikaaunchha. sukhamaa pani bhagawaanko bhakti garna sikaaunchha, dukhamaa pani bhagawaanko bhakti garna sikaaunchha. yaso hundaa haamro bhagawan tarphako bhakti hardam chalne bhayo. shantiswaroop bhagawanmaa bhakti laagepachhi haami shantiswaroop bhaenaun ta?

aajalai yatti, aru pachhi.

Hajurko

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8. Bhagawaan prapta garna haamilai aru 6 ota sampattiko pani aavashyakata parchha. Tee hun:

Dear Attaji

yo bhandaa pahileko chithimaa haamile vivek ra vairagyako vishayamaa charcha garyaun. Aba yo bhandaa pachhiko kuraharu yahaan lekhdaichhu.

Bhagawaan prapta garna haamilai aru 6 ota sampattiko pani aavashyakata parchha. Tee hun:

1. shama-- manko shanti. Haami jahile pani 'man laagena', 'manmaa peer paryo' bhanne kura garchhaun. Shastrale bhanchha, javasamma haamro man sansarvaata sukha khojchha, tavasamma yo manle shanti paaundaina, kinaki yo sansarvaata paaine sukha sthaayee sukha hoina. Sansar aafain sthayee nabhaekole haamile sansarvaata khojne sukha ta sthayee nahune nai bhayo. Vaastavmaa haami paramatmako ansha haun, jasto paramatma sat, chit, ananda chha, tyastai haami pani sat, chit, ananda chhaun. Tara haamile aafu sat, chit, ananda hundaa hundai pani, haami nai ananda swaroop hundaa hundai pani, tyo kuramaa vishwas nagarera sansarvaata sukha lina khojeko ho. Yasto gati hataaune kaam pani haamro ho. java haami sansarvaata sukha lina nakhojne hunchhaun, tyo velaa maatrai haamro man shanta huna sakchha. tyo kurako vishwas huna haamro sabai bhandaa thulo aushadhi satsanga ra shastrako adhyayan nai ho.

2. dama-- haamro indriyaharuko shanti. Java haamro man vashmaa hunchha, haamraa indiryaharu pani aafaimaa vashmaa hunchhan. Indriyaharu bhaneko-- haamraa gyanendriya--aankaa, kaan, chhaala, naak, jivro, ra karmendriya-- haat, khutta, vaani (voli), disha ra pishav garne indriya. Gyanendriyaharu ra karmendriyaharuko maalik man ho, jasako man vashmaa hundaina, usako gyanendriyaharu ra karmendriyaharu pani vashmaa hundaina. Tyasaile, haamilai Bhagawaan paaune ichchha chha bhane, ichchha maatrai hoina, ekdam teeva ichchha chha bhane haamile aafno manlai ra indriyaharulai vashmaa lina jaroori chha.

3. uparati-- sansardekhi ra sansarkaa vastuharudekhi 'uparaam' hunu, athava 'malaai sansarvaata kehi milnewala chhaina' bhanne nishchaya garnu. Yasto nischaya garunjel haami bhagawaan paaune vaatomaa aghi vadhnai saktainaun. Yahi 'uparati'maa 'aparigraha' bhanne kura pani aaunchha. aparigraha ko artha ho, dherai saamaan navatulnu (yahi kura Sucharitasanga yo bhandaa pahileko skypemaa bhaeko thiyo).

Haamro sab bhandaa thulo kamjori ho--haami aafno wariparikaa saamaanharu, jun aafno prayogmaa aaundaina, aafulai kaam laagdaina, tyasalai phyaankna alchhi garchhaun, alchhi maatrai hoina, tee vastuharulai pachhi chaahinchha bhanne maanirahanchhaun (yaso hunu ek maatra karan haamo lobh nai ho). javasamma lobh hunchha, tavasamma paramatmako prapti kasari hunchha haamilai? kinaki lobh pani euta aasuri sampatti ho. yasalai shastrale thik maandaina. kinaki aafulai nachaahine vastulai pani vatulera vasnulai shastrale 'sangraha' bhanchha. Thulaa thulaa mahatmale bhanchhan, sansar bhaneko nai 'sangraha' ra 'sambandha' ho. Javasamma haami sangraha ra sambandhalai adaauna khojchhaun, tavasamma haami sansarmaa nai chhaun, haamro bhagawaan paaune koshis nai bhaeko chhaina. Mahatmaale bhaneko eutaa katha:

Eutaa mahatmaa eutaa kutimaa vasthe. Uni vihana velukaa bhagawaanko pooja, bhajan, keertan garera jeevan vitaaunthe. Ek din uni arko vedanta bhanne mahatmaa kahaan vedanta sunna gae. Tara, dui dinmaa nai tee poojari mahatma 'ma vedanta sundina, aafnai kutimaa vaschhu, aafnai bhagawaanko pooja garchhu' bhanera pharke. Bhanaiko matlav, khaali bhagawaanko pooja maatrai garne haamilai aafno jeevanmaa aafu vadaline kehi pani koshis garnu pardaina, aafu jasto chha, je chha, je gari rahechha, tyasaimaa vase pugchha. tyaso bhandaimaa pooja gardai nagarne bhaneko pani hoina. bhagawanko pooja garne bhaneko ek classmaa padhne bhaneko jastai ho. tara, ke haami sandhai ek classmaa maatrai padhi rahane? pooja maatrai gari rahane? Pooja gardaa bhagawaan prasanna hunu hunchha, yo kura saancho ho, tara 'maile pooja gari raheko bhagawaan kasto hunuhunchha, uhaanle ke garna saknuhunchha' bhanne vichar pani ta aaunu paryo ni haamro manmaa. Tyasto vichar aaepachhi haami Guruko sharanmaa jaanu paryo, tyasapachhi gurule haamilai gyanko kura sikaaunchhan, gurule bhaneko kuraharu haamile maannu paryo. Haamilai sukha pani chaahine, shastrale ajha geetale bhaneko jasto jeevan vitaauna pani nakhojne garera kasari kaam chalchha?

Arko shabdamaa, vedanta sunna, bujhna, ra vedantale bhaneko anusar jeevan vitaauna nikai thulo saahas chaahinchha. tyasaile bhagawaan pani geetamaa bhannu hunchha, vedanta sunne, vedanta bujhne, vedanta anusar jeevan vitaaune ra bhagawaan prapta garne maanishharu karodaunmaa ek hunchhan. vedanta sunne haamro part-time job hoina. yasamaa ta nitya nirantar laagi rahanu parchha. sansarko kaam pareko velaa yo vedantalai ekaatira phaali dinchhaun haami.

Yadi haami yo kuramaa vishwas garchhaun bhane yahi vaato samaatnu paryo, hoina bhane, sandhai rune karaaune, sandhai janmane marne yahi sansarmaa nai vasnu paryo.

Aajalai yatti, aru pachhi.

Hajurko

7. Haamilai gyan paaunakolaagi yee sampatiharuko aavashyakata chha. Tee hun:

Dear Attaji

Hijo hajursanga ra Sucharitasanga kura gardaa khusi laagyo. Mero Sucharitasanga bhaeko kurako saraansha:

Haamilai gyan paaunakolaagi yee sampatiharuko aavashyakata chha. Tee hun:

1. nitya anityavastu vivek--gyanko praptiko laagi haami yo sansarmaa ke nitya chha, ke anitya chha bhanne bujhna saknu parchha. Yo sansarkaa samasta vastu anitya hun ra ek paramatma maatrai nitya ho bhanne haamilai thaha hunu parchha. thaha hune maatrai hoina, yo kura haamilai pakkaa pakki hunu parchha. haamilai jati gyan sune pani nabujhnuko karan nai yahi ho. haami sansarko kuralai maatrai mahattwa dinchhaun. satsanga ta sansarko kaamvaata maatrai phursat bhaeko velaamaa garne jasto laagchha haamilai. haamile tyaso garyaun bhane haami kahile pani paramatmaa paauna saktainaun. Nitya, sandhai rahirahane, sandhai haamro saath dine, paramatmalai aafno namaanera sansarlai aafno maandaa anitya sansarvaata kehi pani paaindaina, khaali haat hunchha haamro. Jindagi ke ke na garen bhanthaanyo, khaali haat sarir chhodnu pardaa ke dashaa holaa haamro. Tyasaile, sab bhandaa pahile haamile nitya ke ho, anitya ke ho bhanne kuro raamrari bujhera pakka pakki garnu parchha.

2. vairagya--yo sansarkaa sabai vastudekhi vairagya hunuparchha haamilai. Ahilesamma haamile yo sarirlai kati khuwaai sakyaun, kati lugaa lagaai diyi sakyaun tara haamilai kahile santosh bhaena. sansarkaa sampatti, maal saamaan jati bhae pani haamilai pugeko chhaina, sansarko saamaandekhi haami kahile pani agaaenaun. yahi awastha ho bhane haami kahile pani aghaaundainaun, sarir chhutne velaasamma pani. tyasaile, haamimaa vairagya hunuparchha, yo sarirdekhi, yee saamaandekhi ra sansardekhi. haamilai yasto bhayo bhane haamilai sansarko saamaanmaa, naataa gotaamaa maya mamata hundaina, jati jati sansarmaa mamata chhutdai gayo, uti uti haamilai paramatmaa maa mamata hunchha. sansarko mamatale aasakti hunchha, bhagwanko mamata haamro sansarsangako aasakti chhutchha.

phone garnubhandaa skypemaa kura garna sajilo hunchha. tyasaile, usha, sucharitale skype online gare raamro hunchha. ma yasari chithi lekhi nai rahanchhu.

aajalai yatti. ma kehi dinmaa yahi vishayamaa aru chithi lekhchhu.

Aajalai yatti.

Hajurko